I've enjoyed the break. I have been staying away from all the blogs, twitter, webmd, etc. for several weeks now. I am trying to get healthier. I'm back to swimming but I just can't seem to get myself running. I've had some low self esteem days. I know I've gained more weight since February, but I've taken a few steps to help myself out of this ditch. I've rejoined the tri training for swimming. I've emailed a coach but not sure if this is the right time. I've joined WW again and also got the online membership so I can track on my phone. I've been walking my dogs more often and they seem to love it. It is easy to walk a few laps whenever I can. I've been cooking more and really enjoyed my co-op and all the veggies! I've also been taking all my meds like I am supposed to - I've been known to forget to take med from time to time.
I am healing and I am trying to find balance. I need to do more yoga and work out to sleep better. I also need to be positive about my upcoming treatments and appointments. It will be a few days until I start again and I am trying not to freak out. At this point, I will be mom at 40 so who gives a crap at this point.
