I did not get pregnant on this round of IUI with injectables. It was a hard cycle but I made it and I am ultimately proud of myself. I overcame many many fears and anxieties surrounding the needles and the side effects of the meds. I did very well and although I am upset it did not work, I know that I have the strength to DO THIS. I am re-grouping and getting ready for surgery. The fertility clinic has recommended I have laproscopic surgery to remove any fibroids I have. The worst part is they told me and then when the nurse called to schedule it...they said I have to have it at the hospital instead of the doctor's office due to the size of the fibroid. I was crushed. I mean laying on the ground crying and shaking crushed. Why did they not tell me that I had a huge fibroid before I went three rounds? I am left answering that questions.
In the meantime, I am back to my running and biking and feeling better about myself. I know I will fight the good fight to take the chance that I can someday be a mommy. I am going to be positive and hope for the best.
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